Music for tonight’s evening run. Get Some. 

"Don’t hold on to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you from love."

L.B.

"It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop."

Confucius

To: J.E.S.

I still think about you everyday, miss you everyday and will love you with all my heart every single day. 

"I can’t get over you, you left your mark on me"

drake

"Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened."

Dr. Suess
"This the shit that I live for, this the shit that I’d die for"

"This the shit that I live for, this the shit that I’d die for"

"All those other men were practice, they were practice. Yeah, for me, for me."

Drake 

"Intelligent too, ooh, you’re my sweetheart. I’ve always liked my women book and street smart; Long as they got a little class like half days, And the confidence to overlook my past ways. Time heals all and heels hurt to walk in, But they go with the clutch that you carry your lip-gloss in, And look, I really think that nobody does it better. I love the way that you put it together"

Drake (For Her.) 

An Open Letter to her.

To my followers—I apologize for my recent descent into heartbreak oblivion, but I’m using this blog as a means of working out some emotions.

To her,

I don’t know if you’ll read this but I wanted to say some things to you. I’m so unbelievably sorry for what I’ve put you through this last week. I tried to be the man you fell in love with, I tried to be the bigger person but I’ve failed horribly. I saw a person in me I’ve never seen. I couldn’t give you the space and time you deserved. I kept coming at you because I was afraid you’d forget me. I was afraid that I’d be nothing more than a footnote in your life and I was trying to make sure that I meant something more. I know this is insane because what we had mattered, thats why it hurts so much. We are something special and I was desperately trying to hold on. 

I know I’ve done a lot of irreparable damage these last few days and it has really dawned on me what type of person I was becoming. That’s not what you deserve. I prided myself on being a good man to you and a mature man; but a good man wouldn’t have done what I did.

I just want you to know that I love you with all my heart. I’ll never love anyone like the way I love you and one day when we run into each other again I’m going to trying to show why we should be together. Until then I really want you to be happy. I want the best for you. I don’t want you to cry anymore. I want you to smile. I love you and I’ll always be thinking about you. You make my heart smile and you’ll always be my favourite. 

My heart will always be yours. 

I’ll leave you with this before I go (You said this to me once and I want you to know that I feel the same way): “Physically I’m far away but in every other way that matters, I’m right next to you, always. You have my heart with you”.

I love you always.

- MB

"

Heartbreak.

I really wish that I could just erase my feelings for you.
I wish I didn’t love you like I do.
I wish I could just forget it all…
Because its late and I’m still awake crying over you
And thinking…
About what could have been
And it hurts so much
And I’m so tired of being so damn sad

"

C.R. (A Poem) (I have to start letting go for her sake. I need to give her the space she needs to heal) 

"Push hard, play to win, but don’t assume the fetal position if things don’t go your way."

Harris
"And I will love with urgency but not with haste" #portlandsunset

"And I will love with urgency but not with haste" #portlandsunset

"Girl don’t treat me like a stranger, girl you know I seen you naked, Girl you know that I remember, don’t be a pretender" 

"Girl don’t treat me like a stranger, girl you know I seen you naked, Girl you know that I remember, don’t be a pretender" 

"Running and Love are my drugs"